That bitch acts like she's the shit, but her pussy is still a fucking mess.
SLOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Sunday, June 3, 2007
june 3, 2007. 10:01 pm.
dear nick,
i tried to go to bed at 5:45 pm today. that didn't quite work out.
i'm planning my trip to the west coast. i want to go to seattle from june 28th to july 1st. then from there, i'll go to LA from july 2nd to the 4th. i know it's kind of shitty to be gone on my birthday, but i have a feeling it would just be a disappointment anyway. not that you would disappoint me or anything like that, i just have a bad feeling about it and i want to get away. it's also the only free time that i know i have right now. i'm sure we could get dinner at red bamboo or something, but it's all good. we can get dinner when i get back.
first stop will be renee's place in seattle. she's trying to hook me up with her friends. it should be a good time. i haven't seen her in a couple years. renee and her friends are all about going out and all that, so it should be cool to meet some people or whatever. they're all in the mid to late twenties, so it should be lowkey. i want to take some pictures up there for sure. so after that part of the trip, i'm going to head down to la to hang out at stephany and ashley's place. i'll probably see nik and maeve while i'm there, so that'll be fun. stephany definitely wants to party. callista lives in LA now, but i'm not quite sure i wanna party with her because, as we know, she's fucking bat shit crazy. her boyfriend beat the shit out of her and she had to leave buffalo. so now she's moving in with her sister (who hates me, probably for fucking her little sister) in LA. i'll eat a los tacos burrito for you homie.
i don't really know why i'm going out there. i guess i just need a break from new york and the grind. maybe i'm just going to clear my head. maybe i just need to get laid. feels pretty lame, but i don't really know how to feel anymore. i don't even necessarily care either. my concern is not with getting laid, it's with my career. this has been proven since i haven't really tried to get laid since january or february. i know asian baby was a flop, but she doesn't count. i know you get mad because i flip flop between wanting a real girlfriend and wanting to fuck every girl i see, but the truth is that i'm never really happy either way for more than a short amount of time. so until my dream girl, or something close to her shows up, i'm stuck on the fence, sir. besides, i can't find a girl that wants to date me in this time zone, so i give up. i'll take meaningless hookups and probably feel shitty about it later. at least this way, no feelings are involved and i don't get a headache. better to do that 3,000 miles away to avoid the drama, right?
first thing is first. boston is friday. i'll stay until sunday. i'm pretty sure i'm gunna kiss this girl, but i don't think she's gunna be suckin anything down besides yuenglings, nigga. it's all good though. a little weekend getaway with a hot girl will do me some good. moreso the 4 hour drive to let me think about life. i never have time to think anymore, and it drives me crazy. also, i'm bringing my camera gear up there to take some pictures of her. i get to use them for my book, she gets free baller pictures. and i may get my babies swallowed. sounds promising.
i'm really glad you found a girlfriend that makes you happy. it's rare that you find someone that is what you're looking for, and if it happened to anyone, i'm glad it was you. i know i've had my share of girls, but i would probably trade all that shit for one that was legit and meant something. not to say that none of them mattered, but you know what i mean.
anyway, homeboy... it's about that time. supposedly, i have a brutal day ahead of me tomorrow, so i need to get a nice eight hours of sleep. we're shooting david yurman jewelry this week, and tomorrow we're doing a test day (testing some lighting techniques out to see what we think will work best during the actual shoot.) i'm keeping my head up, and i feel ok. i just feel kinda numb lately, but i feel good. i hope everything is good on your end, man.
goodnight.
xo
i tried to go to bed at 5:45 pm today. that didn't quite work out.
i'm planning my trip to the west coast. i want to go to seattle from june 28th to july 1st. then from there, i'll go to LA from july 2nd to the 4th. i know it's kind of shitty to be gone on my birthday, but i have a feeling it would just be a disappointment anyway. not that you would disappoint me or anything like that, i just have a bad feeling about it and i want to get away. it's also the only free time that i know i have right now. i'm sure we could get dinner at red bamboo or something, but it's all good. we can get dinner when i get back.
first stop will be renee's place in seattle. she's trying to hook me up with her friends. it should be a good time. i haven't seen her in a couple years. renee and her friends are all about going out and all that, so it should be cool to meet some people or whatever. they're all in the mid to late twenties, so it should be lowkey. i want to take some pictures up there for sure. so after that part of the trip, i'm going to head down to la to hang out at stephany and ashley's place. i'll probably see nik and maeve while i'm there, so that'll be fun. stephany definitely wants to party. callista lives in LA now, but i'm not quite sure i wanna party with her because, as we know, she's fucking bat shit crazy. her boyfriend beat the shit out of her and she had to leave buffalo. so now she's moving in with her sister (who hates me, probably for fucking her little sister) in LA. i'll eat a los tacos burrito for you homie.
i don't really know why i'm going out there. i guess i just need a break from new york and the grind. maybe i'm just going to clear my head. maybe i just need to get laid. feels pretty lame, but i don't really know how to feel anymore. i don't even necessarily care either. my concern is not with getting laid, it's with my career. this has been proven since i haven't really tried to get laid since january or february. i know asian baby was a flop, but she doesn't count. i know you get mad because i flip flop between wanting a real girlfriend and wanting to fuck every girl i see, but the truth is that i'm never really happy either way for more than a short amount of time. so until my dream girl, or something close to her shows up, i'm stuck on the fence, sir. besides, i can't find a girl that wants to date me in this time zone, so i give up. i'll take meaningless hookups and probably feel shitty about it later. at least this way, no feelings are involved and i don't get a headache. better to do that 3,000 miles away to avoid the drama, right?
first thing is first. boston is friday. i'll stay until sunday. i'm pretty sure i'm gunna kiss this girl, but i don't think she's gunna be suckin anything down besides yuenglings, nigga. it's all good though. a little weekend getaway with a hot girl will do me some good. moreso the 4 hour drive to let me think about life. i never have time to think anymore, and it drives me crazy. also, i'm bringing my camera gear up there to take some pictures of her. i get to use them for my book, she gets free baller pictures. and i may get my babies swallowed. sounds promising.
i'm really glad you found a girlfriend that makes you happy. it's rare that you find someone that is what you're looking for, and if it happened to anyone, i'm glad it was you. i know i've had my share of girls, but i would probably trade all that shit for one that was legit and meant something. not to say that none of them mattered, but you know what i mean.
anyway, homeboy... it's about that time. supposedly, i have a brutal day ahead of me tomorrow, so i need to get a nice eight hours of sleep. we're shooting david yurman jewelry this week, and tomorrow we're doing a test day (testing some lighting techniques out to see what we think will work best during the actual shoot.) i'm keeping my head up, and i feel ok. i just feel kinda numb lately, but i feel good. i hope everything is good on your end, man.
goodnight.
xo
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